Pride, Humility and Repentance Within Marriage

           “Most of us think of pride as self-centeredness, conceit, boastfulness, arrogance, or haughtiness. All of these are elements of the sin, but the heart, or core, is still missing. The central feature of pride is enmity-enmity toward God and enmity toward our fellowmen. Enmity means ‘hatred toward, hostility to, or a state of opposition.’ It is the power by which Satan wishes to reign over us. Pride is essentially competitive in nature. We pit our will against God’s. When we direct our pride toward God, it is in the spirit of ‘my will and not thing be done.’ As Paul said, they ‘seek their own, not the things which are Jesus Christ’s.’”
            Pride is evident in our society and is especially evident in our marriages. A huge factor in making a marriage successful and healthy is focusing on your spouse. Along with that is being willing to be humble enough to admit when you make mistakes and actively apologize when you offend or hurt the other person. It seems simple enough, but this can be a struggle. My Mom always had this saying: “It’s better to be kind, than right.” I think this applies to marriage in the sense that fighting over things that have no eternal significance can be harmful and it is better in some instances to bite your tongue and pick your battles. When something is a concern going to your spouse when you are calm and they are calm, and talking with one another in a respectful manner is key.
            My ex-husband and I struggled with this. We were so focused on how we felt as individuals and less about one another. We got to a point where we didn’t talk about things at all because nobody was willing to change their opinion or perspective. We get along so much better now as friends and co-parents to our two boys, and a lot of that has to do with the respect we show, and our common interest in the children. There have been times when we disagree, but I try to apologize right away and we have a good co-parenting relationship because of that.
Source:
“Beware of Pride.” talk by President President Ezra T. Benson from the Ensign, May 1989.

Turn Toward One Another

 In Genesis 2:24 it says:

“Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh.”

I like the word that is used in this scripture, to “cleave.” It could have easily said to hold on to or to be with, but instead it is to cleave. When I think of that I think of holding on to something, which requires effort and sacrifice. It is putting that spouse above yourself in order to keep hold of them. I don’t mean that in an abusive way, but rather in a selfless way. In D&C 64:33 it says:

“Wherefore, be not weary in well-doing, for ye are laying the foundation of a great work. And out of small things proceedeth that which is great.”

The reason that I like this scripture as it applies to marriage is because it is in the little day to day things that causes a marriage to thrive and blossom. A great example of this to me is my parents marriage, my Dad calls my Mom on his lunch break and has for 34 years, every single day. They talk about their days and express any concerns or joys that they have, and it is a way for them to connect. My Dad could easily do something else, but by taking that small time, they are drawing closer together. My Dad also took the lead on weekends and would get all 5 kids up for breakfast and make a delicious breakfast for my Mom to wake up to. He would run errands and take us along, and give my Mom a break. My parents marriage wasn’t perfect, but it has lasted because they recognize that a lasting marriage is in the details. Choosing every single day that other person and putting their needs above your own. My Mom has always been my Dad’s biggest cheerleader and support. Whenever he feels like he can’t do something my Mom encourages him to go for it and excel and he does.

            Within my own marriage the demise was caused by the lack of drawing together on the little things. People expect a marriage to crumble over big events, but actually it is the small things that cause the greatest impact and will draw a couple further apart. I love a quote by Howard W. Hunter who summed it up best:

”Being happily and successfully married is generally not so much a matter of marrying the right person, as it is being the right person.”

Choosing to draw closer to your spouse and proactively seek opportunities to be together, to talk and to do mundane things together, will be the stones that your foundation is built upon. Over time you will see that you have constructed a beautiful piece of craftsmanship, the vessel of your marriage.

Cherishing Your Spouse

            The relationship between husband and wife is the most sacred and important relationship (second to Heavenly Father/Christ) that you can have in your life. Oftentimes we fall into this trap of accentuating the negative qualities of our spouse and we focus on how we feel and there is this frustration over our spouse seeing things from our perspective. By instead taking the time to really see things from our significant other’s point of view and getting outside of ourselves we can really start to appreciate our spouse. I know that some ideas that friends of mine have had over the years within their relationships is they will make positive journals and every night they will write down a couple of positive things their spouse did that day. I really liked that idea because it is focusing more on the positive than the negative. Other things is fasting and praying for your spouse, I know that a lot of my friends will be going through challenges with their marriage and when they take the time to pray for their spouse they receive inspiration and are able to see their spouse the way that our Father in Heaven sees them, which in turn strengthens the marriage and gives an eternal perspective. Another great thing is praying and going to the temple together as a couple. Being able to remember why a couple is going through challenges and working hard to remain strong as a couple, really helps to appreciate and cherish your spouse. Henry B Eyring has said:

…”The greatest joys and the greatest sorrows we experience are in family relationships. The joys come from putting the welfare of others above our own. That is what love is. And the sorrow comes primarily from selfishness, which is the absence of love. The ideal God holds for us is to form families in the way most likely to lead to happiness and away from sorrow. A man and a woman are to make sacred covenants that they will put the welfare and happiness of the other at the center of their lives.”

Sources:

President Henry B. Eyring, "Our perfect example.” Ensign, November 2009, 70.

Behaviors that Negatively Affect Marriage

                A key part of cultivating a strong and good marriage is having a strong friendship with the other person. Gottman stressed this point in his Book, The Seven Principles for Making Marriage Work, one point that he talked about was that it isn’t about avoiding conflict in a relationship because conflict is going to happen, but instead it’s about how you fight and approach conflict. Marriages that last involve couples who for every negative also have 5 positive things to back up the negative. Reflecting back on the positive experiences within the marriage help so when conflict arises, couples have good things to fall back on.

                A great example to me of marriage is my parents. My Mom has always said that my Dad is her best friend. They talk often and enjoy each other’s company, they don’t necessarily like the same things, but they enjoy spending time together and like talking with each other about everything. When they have conflicts they are quick to forgive one another. They have had many conflicts over the years and they aren’t perfect, but they constantly communicate and they take time together and make their marriage a priority.

                Being divorced I can see the mistakes that can ruin a relationship, but I have also learned what I want to do differently in my next relationship. The biggest thing is I want to find someone who is my best friend first and foremost. Someone who I want to tell everything to and enjoy spending time with. I want to be good about accentuating the positive and when there is conflict, discussing it in a respectful and kind manner. I want to look at it as building an eternal friendship with someone and treating the person like I treat my closest friends. I feel like we sometimes get lost in the “relationship” aspect of things, that we forget that this person is our closest and most important friend and we should be treating them as such.

                One of my favorite quotes from my study this week was from Elder Jospeh B Wirthlin:

“Sometimes the greatest love is not found in the dramatic scenes that poets and writers immortalize. Often, the greatest manifestations of love are the simple acts of kindness and caring we extend to those we meet along the path of life. True love lasts forever. It is eternally patient and forgiving. It believes, hopes, and endures all things. That is the love our Heavenly Father bears for us.”

Covenant Marriage

                The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints believes in the sanctity of marriage, but also believes in having a marriage within a temple. The difference between a temple marriage and a regular civil union is that when you are married (or sealed as they call it) within a temple you are making a commitment to someone, not just for this life, but eternally after this life. This allows couples to be together forever with one another and their children. With this sacred union you also make covenants, or promises, with God and one another. These promises are your commitment to faithfulness within the religion and also to one another as you raise children within the gospel context.

                I personally have never been married in a temple to a spouse, I married a non-member (and was a non-member myself when we married). I longed for a temple marriage once I was baptized because I loved the idea of being sealed forever to my spouse and children, but unfortunately that marriage ended. I am sealed to my parents and I actually had the privilege of being present when my parents were sealed. They were married civilly before I was born and were inactive in the church. It wasn’t until I was about 4 years old that my Mother began going back to church, and my Dad followed suit shortly thereafter. They made the decision to be sealed and my younger sister and I were able to go and be sealed to my parents. The thing that I remember most about this experience was how quiet it was within the temple and the feeling of love that radiated from the room. My parents were beaming and all our family and friends who were there were smiling at me and I could feel their love for me. I didn’t understand the significance of the experience at the time, but looking back now I can see how that truly helped solidify things for our family. My parents had gone through some difficult times before rejoining the church, but once we were all sealed they worked hard to be united as a couple, and therefore united our family.

                I hope to someday be sealed to a worthy spouse and to my children.